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fake emo

by Doomdoze

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1.
What's the point of my imagination If i can't imagine you holding my hand Oh i struggle with my concentration Every small bit turns into sand Filling closed gaps, rushing on the last train to the city where my soul resides It's better be worth it There's ain't no coming back Grey days moving like snails, hours as days, days as years, years as eons, eons as eternity I will wait for you I wish you were real, I wish you were somewhere where i could reach I wish you were here, i wish you were someone, who'd I want to hear I wish I could go back in time Fixing everything that went any wrong That would a lot of things to fix but i don't care at all I just want some peace and understanding All the way down from the peak of the mountain We were going downhill to see The river going dry Clench my fists And hit them hard against the ground Hit until my hands go numb and there's tinnitus instead of sound I just prefer a different kind of pain Which goes away after I lay in the bed long enough or even sleep, oh some good sleep Psychotic meltdown after overwhelming thoughts in the shower We are emotionally dead people who will never recover
2.
Just imagine: we're floating with stars Please help me find my bike in garage Honestly I'm still afraid to get scars Worries the same despite my age So far away, please don't run to the sea I need your breathe, this will be enough Keeps your eyes opened and please talk to me I'm falling in love while feeling so scuffed But I don't mind that We made clouds of dust, but air is so fresh Are we heading home? For certain not yet Warm green tea and bonfire's ash I hope we're stuck for longer in this state I don't mind if you go Just please stay safe Cause I don't mind at all I don't mind nothing at all
3.
My nerves torn up again There's something wrong with my brain Nothing left for me but kneel and beg With trembling hands and heavy legs My shallow breath is fading Away into dark night Midnight streets are hazy Exactly as my mind I want to smash my head And see the world turn red To stop the voice inside To free myself, too bad i lied Cannot contain myself Tombstones on the side of the highway We could be there, if I'd lost myself for a moment I cannot help myself Imagining things so bloody and cruel I hope I can get back to normal I hope I can become someone you can rely on
4.
Fake Emo 05:10
Silence, oh silence so warm I want for it to last as long As it's possible to Towers and satellites can't connect me with you Cigarette smoke and gasoline Make me so tired, I am not fine Fake emotions bloating my brain Don't know what to say Cuz don't know what to feel I wish I cared more I want to go back Turn time again It's all my fault I really need to start feeling again I'm afraid of destructive part of me Come back again in time when i decided Not to react and just be passive Replacing everything with fake emotions How long it takes to be normal again How much it takes to feel and cry again Not because of loneliness and pain But rather from simple things Like sun's weakened light At 6 am How long it takes to see with eyes again How much it takes to cast away white fog That obstructs my sight That makes feel the same each day again Maybe I should've watch black clouds Coming behind the horizon Maybe i should've flew with birds And be someone better Maybe I should've gave you chance To stay with me forever There is no regret
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Spacecorn 04:07
Comet fire trail and lantern night light all looks so dim when i look at you i could have write for you billion thousand words i'm afraid i'm so afraid This all be necessary cause no words cant describe how much i love u I will remain under the hill There's my soul there's this all All that i know all that i care Where have you been i had to wait I will sit still don't even move Mice will make nests inside my shoes Nothing will break, there's in no sound That i can make, I became ground white noise from the flat box tv screen reminds me so much of the things i see every day fulfill my thirst for the new discoveries in world to fulfill my hunger for feelings and anything good i wanna feel beauty i wanna feel light i will remain under the hill there's my soul there's this all all that i know all that i care where have you been i had to wait i will sit still don't even move mice will make nests inside my shoes nothing will break there's in no sound that i can make i became ground spacecorn spacecorn falling from the sky above nonsense, paradox incredible hoax nonsense, paradox incredible hoax fill my head with white noise bring me back fill my head with white noise im so tired big screen small screen big scenes im so tired big screen small screen big scenes im so tired

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released August 2, 2021

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